JINGGGGHUUUUI !

2009-03-09T12:42:00.002+08:00

kkays . those were the pictures taken last week .
no work today :3
cause mummy says i dont have to turn up today .
one of the best thing bout working with your parents .
and i didn't felt like going either :x
the sky is pretty dark today .
and ytd the sun was blazing hot .
i notice a pattern in the weather .
rain or shine , alternate days .
lmao :x
and i've got an urge to change my blogskin and url .
but idk what url to change to !
idw any love / hearts words or - in between a word in my url .
its getting freaking common .
and i wanna change my url cause
someone found out by accident that someone whom idk
has the same url as mine , except the - is at a different place .
not gonna state where the - is ( sort of confidential ? )

okays . thats all for today .
gonna crack my brains for ideas for new url .
so , tatas !

// off topic .
recently , in maple ( cass ) .
one of the maplers passed away , due to brain cancer .
well though idk her , but i went to the forums and read bout her group of friends
whom organised ht for her .
donations were given to her and everything written there was simply touching and really sad .
( okay i admit , i cried )
and it just made me realise that , people can come and go anytime :/
but she's fortunate to have friends that cared .
and they really cared even though it was just an online game .
i guess , this can change some perspective of people that online friends are not always bad .
well ,
and on behalf of vestige , deepest condolences to bandy .

2009-03-06T23:34:00.002+08:00

HIHI !
heh , hihi is ghey mans .
okays , just got back not long from outing with girlfriends .

hehs . it was fine , great , alright . well ..
i really missed them .
and we caught up alot with each other today .
basically today is pictures and chit chat plus laugh laugh laugh .
LMAO .
junsi got my lmao pronounciation bug aldy xD
kkkkkkay .
post up the pictures next time or when junsi finish editing them .
now gotta rush some design things for daddy's shop .
but i hate it when they rush me to do it -___-

off to do it now !
ciaos !
kthxbye ! :D

2009-03-05T19:22:00.002+08:00

kkkkkay .
err what shall i post about today .
work ?
kay fine .
hmms , sucks la .
LOL

today is flyers again . wtfxzxz
jitao keep getting ignored .
so end up , ahjie and me went to those hdb blocks .
and stuff the flyers into each and every door's gate .
within 1 block finish
LMAO .
smart ley pls :p
thenthen , ahjie went off first cause needa go back to school .
and after work went for a small shopping trip with aunty jessie
heh .
OKAY LA .
i know i'm contradicting .
previous post say cannot spend money
today jiu spend aldy ;x
well ..
that top was tempting !
it says ' BUY ME . GOTTA BUY . BRING ME HOME '
so ...
i was being nice and brought it home .
LOL xD
and on the way home met yuecheng and brandon .

errrs .
and i think thats all for today ?
i'm friggin tired laa .
everyday work and then come back give meimei tuition
then use comp then 2am + talk on the phone .
i sound damn friggin no life -.-
this is gonna be usual routine till 20july .
yes , 20 july start school -cries-
SO LONG ! ):

okay . tml off day
WOO :3
meeting up w/ junsi and wendy .
FINALLY MAN .
bwhaha :3

but ....
where should we go ?
we are running out of ideas D:

2009-03-04T21:47:00.002+08:00

kaykay updates :3
today ...
work blah blah :x
and then met up with linda to go tp for her application thingy .
we thought it was gonna take a hell long time .
but freaking fast siah .
took less than 15 mins ?
lmao .
then went to slack at inter's ljs .
that woman .
so long never meet up still as crazy as ever xD
chit chat and left around 5plus .

andand i srsly hate ppl who disturb me when i dont even know them
yes i am talking bout strangers .
idk you you come and disturb me FOR WHAT ?!
linda and i walked pass this group of ahbengs .
and then one of them suddenly flick my hair for nothing -.-
like O.O
what the hell are you doing ?
i know you meh , flick my hair for what ?
siao lang .
GAHHH . dont like . crazy person .

okay i am done for today !
nothing much to post :3
TOODLES !

//side note
my horoscope says i can't be a spendthrift from this week till next week 11th !
GAHHHH ):
no shopping till 11th xP
lmao . w/e laa xD

2009-03-03T09:48:00.003+08:00

fullstop .
we were then .
you are the past and i am the future .
i'll be fine w/ or w/o you .

but explain to me the tears .
idk why .

dont remember that ily then , remember that ihy now .

2009-03-02T22:31:00.003+08:00

I AM GONNA WHINE TODAY .
LOL
okay . i practically whine twice a day , after every few hours .
sounds like taking medicine :3

the last job i'll ever wanna take up is GIVING OUT FLYERS
and daddy asked me to help him give out flyers today for their new stall ):
WAAAAAA .
I TELL YOU .
SINGAPOREANS ARE MADE UP OF 96% BEST SIAM-ERS ):
-no offence-
remaining 4% are
2% - take cause they are curious
1%- take for the sake of taking then throw away .
1% - i tell you , they are the hardest to find . extict aldy . extremely nice .

and out of the 1% nice peeps .
i met 2 ^^
bwhaha .

scenario nice person 1 -
the sun was scorching and i was giving out flyers under the blistering heat
i tell you , my eyes was like small until 1 line ( -.- ) like dat
she was standing behind me waiting to cross the road .
then she suddenly keep moving closer with her umbrella .
i was like O.O weird ..
then she approach me .
' come laa , i give you shelter while you give out the flyers , the weather so hot '
i jitao stun :x
so nice siah .
then she chatted awhile with me and exchanged numbers .
and she gave me free shade for like 10mins .
so nice uh ^^
her name is called xin hui and she's like around 20yrs old .

scenario nice person 2-
saviour man this person .
i was left with 9 pieces of flyers .
9 ley !
but the weather was still as hot xP
and then ...
no one was interested in it -.-
3 girls walked pass me and 1 of them took a peice from me .
like ' yay , left with 8 ! '
and suddenly .
the nice person 2 who is from one of the 3 girls
approach me .
' come laa , i take all your flyers '
i was like ' huhs . why ? '
' cause weather very hot ley , then you stand down here so long '
' i help you take all then you can go aldy , its okay i wont say out '
i was ... still very shocked . LOL
and she persuaded me to give it to her .
and ... yes i did :x

and its not because she help me take all thats why i say she is nice
but its like ..
who the hell will be so nice la ?!
not everyone bothers bout ppl giving out flyers ya know .
hell , i never knew that such nice ppl still exist :x
well . whoever you are .
thanks for helping me :D
i really appreciate your kind gesture x)

AND AH !
MY SKIN TONE NOW SIBEI LOL .
my upper arms are white .
the area from elbow till palm ah .
half light brown and half tan !
LOOK SO WEIRD LAA !
and its for both hands @.@
and and !
my feet ..... both have white streaks due to slippers xP

i look like a weirdo . LOL
i'm so going tanning to get a correct shade before school starts on july @.@
idw to be known as weird tone girl . LMAO

kays ! finished for today !
tatas !

2009-03-01T01:29:00.001+08:00

heh .
daddy : wei , nafa art student . sleep aldy horh so late liaos .

HAHA .
i like the way it sounds xD
nafa art student .
LMAO

fine fine .
i shall stop
BYE
NIGHTS !

2009-02-28T21:42:00.006+08:00

-ahems-

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NANYANG ACADEMY OF FINE ARTS
BWHAHAHAHAH
BWHAHHAA
I AM IN
I AM SO IN
I GOT ACCEPTED
I PASSED THE TEST
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

lai lai . gan yan :
i want to xie xie wo de
daddy and mummy . for supporting me
xie xie my uncle and aunties for asking me to try out at nafa .
xie xie my girlfriends for their undying support and encouragement when i feel that my art sucks .
xie xie my dajie and brother for encouragement .
xie xie my beany for encouraging me .
xie xie jiayong for accompanying me to nafa early in the morning to take test .

BWHAHAA
JONELLE NG JING HUI IS ..
NAFA ARTS STUDENT

HAHAHA
YES YES YES !

lmao quotes cheryl ' nafa beware , new bitch is heading for town '
HAHAH
YES . CRAZY BITCH IS COMING ! WOOO

/edit
ahmao : nahbu from my new classmate to nafa student

LOL !

2009-02-27T13:32:00.002+08:00

i am feeling so GAHHH .
why ?

cause i cannot meet junsi and wendy today AGAIN !
everytime wanna meet them , sure will have smthing caught up .
mummy and daddy , you owe ME A BIG TIME .
i havent met them for like IDK HOW MANY DONKEY WEEKS AND DAYS ALDY
going to around 2mths ?!
and now i have to train down to bugis to help ):
not that cannot help
but why everytime such things happen when i wanna meet junsi and wendy ! D:
DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:

fine , i'm gonna stop ranting .
but i just can't stop sulking 8(
GAHH .
kay .

BYE .

2009-02-25T16:32:00.003+08:00

kaykay
i'm here to advertise someone .
yes , someone not something .
-this is not human trafficking okay !-
i'm just doing a good deed . hurhur .

the someone is
MR NG LEONG BING :p
he is currently 17 extremely bored and single and keeps kp-ing to me no one jio him out .

i'm busy with helping my parents new stall
so i'm not free to accompany him .
so peeps ,
if you are very free , rotting at home .
pls jio him out .
go out zuo bo also can
he is a very lame person
so you cfm wont be bored when you go out with him .
he just needs company till i'm free .
heh :B
leave a tag to let me know you wanna jio him out xD
contact him @ 9xxxxxxx
or via email ____2132@hotmail.com

LMAO
okay , i can't give out his personal details
cause he'll kill me :x
but he is really bored laa .
and i'm busy so mei ban fa !

MR NG LEONG BING !
if you see this ,
dont call me idiot .
cause i'm your zhui ai , not idiot xD
see i'm so nice to advertise you and help you find company x)
HAHA .

okay he is so going to kill me when he sees this .
HAHAH :B
i better go find a hole to hide first :X
BWAHAH xD
kays run !

WARNING :
I AM NOT HUMAN TRAFFICKING PLS !
dont call mata come find me !

2009-02-25T11:37:00.005+08:00

kay . its way early to be awake and blogging .
i still wanna sleep ):
can't laa .
have to help daddy with his work x.x

i'm feeling pretty empty today .
idk why :O
like something or someone is missing
gahh .
maybe i just dont have enough sleep ? :X

kays . gotta run .
blog more later ( i suppose )

side note //
I WANNA WATCH MY BLOODY VALENTINE ! :B
leongbing and linda are gonna watch it with me .
hurhurs .
but when ):
-checks schedule-
i want soon soon soon :X
actually my fault cause i am the busy one xP

/edit
I HATE SUNBURN ):
my nose is peeling like abcdefg :X

2009-02-23T22:56:00.004+08:00

okay !
i only have like 1hr left
to dedicate this post to my dearest beany .
she is finally 13 !
finally laa xD
i know i know ,
no more child fare
now ppl old aldy adult fare xD
mai siao siao
take blue ezlink card aldy ley , not orange aldy .
hah ! kay laa

beany !
i've known you for like .
7 years !
i'll never forget our sama sama harry potter shirt
and our first genting trip together .
1st time we met , we were like
' eeyer , i dont like you '
then quarrel quarrel throughout the whole trip xP
that was like when i was 8 years old xP
but as we slowly grew older
we grew out of our childishness
and no more i hate you aldy xP
we got closer when we went to other trips xD

no matter how crazy you are
how short you are ( heh , i know you growing taller than me soon )
you are still my best beany :D
aku cintau you okay ! xD

thanks for all the words you've told me
when i am sad happy or crazy .
now that you are older
pls stop being so lame aldy okay xD
i'll go crazy even more if you continue doing so x)

kays laa .
happy birthday dearest beany :D
meet up often soon okay !
13 yrs old , blue ezlink card :D
ily !

2009-02-22T00:56:00.005+08:00

few more hours till outing .
but past few hours were HORRIBLE ):
WHY ?!
cause got sudden sms and calls that ppl can't turn up .
especially those who cfmed !
- looks at idiotic jack -
ask and ask like an idiot for 92827342232 times aldy !
jack , you suck ! _l_
i hate you ahkum .
lmao , he wont get to see this .
why ?
cause he dont read my blog :p
nehnehpoopoo .

hopefully , things will still be find tml .
right right ? :/
kay i'm off to finish beany's bday present .
she better cry when she sees it x)
tatas !

i am , trying to deny at all cost that
i'm actually falling for you .
why ?
cause idw to go through the same phase
of falling in love and out of love
months after months
time after time .
pain is too hurtful to bear .
so ..
pyscho ' no i'm not falling for you '
and anyway

you don't know it too

2009-02-20T23:00:00.002+08:00

hurhurs :B
today seems to be the first best day of this year .
morning met linda and leongbing :D
going out with them is like woo ! happy happy :D
feels like going out with 2 great besties :3
i haven't enjoyed an outing with schoolmates for a long time xP
eh you two ! i am looking forward to another meet up kay !
luv luv . haha !
bought each other valentines day prezzie .
THANKS LEONGBING FOR THE CAP ! :D
me love the shop called praise :B
nice nice xD
then we kup cab down to our seperate ways .

then met ahjie , fik and naz at xfire .
zak :D
nearly cocked up :X
cause suddenly got 2x
then attackers all wanna train );
but end up SUCCESS :D
I'M HELMED !
WOOTS .
SHINY SHINY BABY !
but i acc loot wrong helm D:
i loot ahjie's helm xP
she got mine xP
nw mine is +16 int , hers +16dex .
LOL
haha !
BIG BIG THANKS TO ALL ATTACKERS , NAZ AND ESP MEL
he saved my ass big time x)

then jiayong come dwn to xfire
and then we went to meet cheryl , jacky .
next met the rest of 2/3 ppl .
well ..
nothing to eleborate cause me and cheryl went of way early xP
heh .
and i finally met cheryl laa .
the last time i met her was ...
taking results :X
its been long !
caught up with each other and yeh , keep in contact aye (:

WHEN ARE YOU GONNA MEET ME AH JUNSI AND WENDY !
I MISS YOU TWO LIKE ABCDEFG LEY !
study hard and i'll always love you girls kay !
meet up soon :3

well ...
today really seems best x)
i am soooo looking forward to this sunday
SENTOSA ! WOO LALA .
guild outing ! ;D
cfm guarentee plus chop chop fun !

KAY . TATAS !

-BEANY ! SUNDAY OHHH ~ :3

2009-02-18T19:04:00.002+08:00

FINALLY , met up with people today .
like zomg , its been idk hw long since i last met up .
supposedly to go to ecp with linda
cause that lady is feel way down .
but both of us end up going safra with leong bing xP
so 3 of us went safra to find brandon , weilin and fazwin .
after safra went to tm .
cause leong bing wanna change phone .
stayed there till like 5 plus
and went homey .

I WANNA CHANGE PHONE TOO ):
i want n96 D:
ororororor ! the prada phone .
LMAO . kay prada phone is abit impossible .
$888 leys D:
but its so chio !
zomg . chio chio chio .
but to be more realistic ..
N96 ~ ):

daddy i want ley ):

kay enough updates .
this week is gonna be tiring .
cause friday will be meeting up with 3 groups of ppl at diff time .
morning to afternoon - leongbing and linda
afternoon to evening - ahjie , fik and naz .
evening till night - umms , 2/3 ppl for dinner (?)

and sunday !
SENTOSAAAAA :D
guild outing . WOOO :B
and celebrate that siao beany's birthday :B

kays . toddles peeps !

2009-02-17T22:30:00.004+08:00

today , i've .....

- accepted the admission to ite
- dyed my whole head ( no more gold highlights , champangne colour )
* got purple hues under the sun ley ! -happyhappy-*
- FINALLY cut my hair . okay trim . looks neater now
- finally had ljs
- gone crazy over the psp .

okay . done .

and i've finally realised ...
people move on . without you .
life goes on , regardless you are there or not .
words are just empty promises .
promises are just lies .

everyone . moves on enjoying life without you .
pretty much forgotten .

(:

2009-02-17T12:21:00.002+08:00

collage east , applied food science :P
BWAHAHAHA .
finally something of my 1st choice .
ite , so what .
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEWS !

now waiting for nafa results xP
while waiting , applied food science here i come :D

2009-02-17T01:08:00.003+08:00

change of blog pic .
that pic is there since last nov .
so freaking long .
i dont show my face cause i am ugly
HAWHAW :p
and it looks heavily photoshop-ed -.-
i did not enlarge the eyes i swear
i only contrast and brighten the picture cause the original one is freaking dark .

fine w/e .
- blahhhs -
and both grandpa and grandma are getting better
- phews -

i've got the urge to ..
change skin and url .
LOL
blog is like so freaking dead laa @.@
change url and skin
hurhurs :B
should i ?

fucker , stop msn-ing me and ask for opinons for w/e fucking things
the last time i ever want to talk to you was like
fucking ages ago .
w/e school i get into is totally NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS .
ite siao meh ? i like ley . stfu laa noob
i very clearly showed that idc and idw to talk to you .
just fuck off .
stop talking to me before i ask you
to stuff your fucking dick into your mouth and walk like a duck .
fuck off you old fat ass .
you stupid noob shit .
_l_

2009-02-13T23:30:00.002+08:00

yepps , blog's quite dead .
didnt feel like bloggin at all , anyway nothing much too .

today ,
not been a very good day :X
yeps , friday the 13th .
well , but not exactly very bad .
at least something was successful .
kay . nothing to say anymore .
toodles .

idc whether other things go smoothly anot
idc if anything else unimportant happen .
i just hope they'll get well soon .
and soon means really soon :/

2009-02-05T17:38:00.005+08:00

again , i'm pretty bored :X

and i'm in a bit of valentine-y mood .

so i'm gonna do a small little posting bout roses

and the significance of their colour .

its gonna be a brief defination only .

pretty lame . i know

but i'm bored kay .

just bear with me :X

Red roses

the colour commonly associated with romance and love .

long stemmed roses are classic :D

and the darker the shade of red ,

the more intense the expression of love can be .

White Rose

white roses evoke simple beauty .

white often means purity , innocence and hope .

white roses are perfect for a new relationship

or , if you want to show your love is pure .

psst : but white chrysanthemums are no no :X heh , if you have common sense you'll know why .

Pink Rose

pink symbolises femininity , grace and youth .

pink roses are best for sweet and romantice person .

light pink represents admiration and gentleness .

darker pink express gratitude and appreciation .

Purple Rose

yes , usually ppl associate purple to gay -.-

( but i still love purple ! :B )

purple is always tied to royalty and nobility ,

hence purple flowers denote dignity , pride and success .

purple roses represent accomplishment and admiration .

perfect for long-standing romances !

( see purple is GREAT )

Lavender Rose

lavender is made up of purple and pink .

purple = royalty

pink = youth

hence , lavender symbolises femininity all grown up .

represents refinement , elegance and gentle feminine beauty .

Blue Rose

blue is the colour of peace and stability , calming and soothing .

( though sometimes blue stands for depression :X )

deep blues suggest trust

while lighter blues denotes tranquility .

blue roses can bring out inspiration especially for a creative and artistic person .

( blue roses are pretty , i find them suitable for mummys(: )

Green Rose

green means health , resilience and good fortune .

green roses send a message of optimism and good fortune .

( but how often do you see green roses ? @.@ )

Yellow Rose

bright yellow bouquets never fails to cheer people up .

( the pretty shades of bright yellow are pretty :D )

yellow evokes feelings of joy and light heartedness .

also is a symbol of friendship .

yellow roses can mean you are grateful for his/her company .

otherwise ..

it can mean that you want to slow things down . ( uh oh )

( clarify your meaning when you give them ! )

Orange Rose

a strong and warm colour .

orange symbolises energy , confidence and passion for life .

also represents fascination , intrigue or enthusiasm .

send orange roses to someone who makes you feel warm and fuzzy inside .

Peach Rose

peach is a combination of pinks and orange .

pink = romance

orange = warmth and gratitude .

peach roses offer a little more of friendship and thankfulness

compared to romance .

orange , peach and yellow roses

conveys a gratitude and tender feeling .

Combination : Red and White roses

most common and more symbolic colour combinations .

these colours embody unity , long lasting love and a strong bond .

Combination : Yellow and Red roses

a bouquet made of these 2 colours is perfect if you

want to let someone know you are falling in love with him/her .

yellow symbolises your current friendship

and red shows you want to move towards a deeper relationship .

KAY ! I AM DONEEEE :D

yes yes , i am bored .

but this might be useful to people who want to give roses on valentines day .

heee :B

and now time for me to crack my head

for presents for my girlfriends :D

credits : deviantart and photobucket for photos . ezy health and beauty mag for info

2009-02-05T00:08:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling pretty tired and bored .
but i'm still gonna blog :X

woke up like kuku early today
7.30 am !
its been freaking long since i have to wake up at such times !
another 2 hao xin ren went NAFA with me !
linda and yue cheng :D
so 3 hao xin ren went tp NAFA with me
most steady is linda and jia yong aldy x)
well ..
the test was easy .
but the problem is .
i think that today's sketching is NOT UP TO STANDARD ):
like zomg laa .
i never even shade properly .
cause not enough time ):
-sighs-

well , but art is a very subjective topic .
if ppl like it , they'll like .
they dont like .. too bad
so , i have to train / prepare myself for the worst .
and not to give up if i kena rejected :X
hurhur .
its gonna be slightly hard :/

kays .
the rest bout today not much to describe .
met up with cody and cheryl
then watched show and went homey .
but the show bride wars .
not as nice as i thought .
its nice , but not really what i expect .

and daddy mummy going overseas soon D:
dump me in sg with ahjie and ah xuan D:
nbms , can no need sleep for nights .
HAHA . heehee :B
-shhhs-

oh ! and this is for linda !
thank you for running around with me
to all those places to do my stuffs esp all related to art
regardless near or far she always pei wo pao x)
and now she is ... umms . sick :X
take care of yourself okay !
you were always there when i need to
cry , scream , go crazy , talk or just laugh .
saya loves you !

not forgetting junsi and wendy .
XIAOJIE MENS .
i miss you girls ley !
faster meet up soon okay !

2009-02-03T12:37:00.002+08:00

ogheys !
short update bout ytd .
actually not much laas .
went down to NAFA earrrrly with doris .
enrolled and yes , the enrollment fee was expensive ~.~
-ouchouch-
$53.50 just to have a test D:
and the test is TML DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:
4TH FEB D:
-scared scared-
AND IT STARTS AT 9.30AM
oh man . so early D:

but someone say will go with me :D
the someone is jiayong :D
so nice siah . hard to find ppl who is willing to wake up at weird hours
to go down to bugis with me and sit there wait for me to finish xD
so steady pom pee pee xP

and after NAFA went to tm to meet jackson ahkum :D
next down to ite collage east :X
met naz then ahjie and fik .
appealed and settled at the cafe awhile to chit chat
after that homey (:

well ..
tml is the test .
so the whole day today is sketch sketch
search for inspirations .
i'm scared of the creativity test xP
cause it seems like its craft work test
and the last time i did craft work is like ........ primary 3/4 ....
zomgggggg

and miss lindaaaaa never reply my text ):
i wanna go mp library to do my sketch and research D:
LINDAAAAAAAA D:

2009-02-01T01:47:00.003+08:00

yes , new admendments .
still ite .
but . i'm going to try NAFA .

appealing for ite's applied science @ simei ite .
and try out for NAFA's test .
if i'm lucky enough that they'll like my work .
i might get in .

well , the only way .

i know its very shocking that i'm going ite .
and i know that many worry for me .
i know i'm sure going to receive ' walaos ite student ' stares and comments .
but my results is so bad that ' mian zi ' is not something for me to consider anymore .
i'll have to learn my lesson .
too playful for the past few years .
now i just have to try .
if NAFA accepts me i'll be out of ite .
it not ,
study hard for 2 years in nitec .
if results is good , i can go poly straight .
i'll be 19 then i'm in poly year 1 .
weird , yes . but can't be helped .
graduate at the age of 21 .
well , at that time not too old either .
i can choose career or continue studies .
it wont be easy .
but i guess i just have to give it a try .

2009-01-31T13:21:00.004+08:00

~~appealed for rp .~~
~~no comments .~~
~~imma gonner . my future is screwed .~~

~~you very much .~~

~~now ..~~
~~i'm gonna cry like a fucking bitch ass .~~

simei ite applied food science :X
well at least nitec study 2 years if good results can go poly .
photography and arts .
maybe can do it freelance next time

but , what if i get laughed at ? :/

2009-01-31T00:37:00.003+08:00

mummy says ..
ite .
daddy says ..
can try ite .
ahjie says ..
try ite .

HOW ?
am i really gonna end up in ite ?
i think i'm a pile of dead meat aldy .

i need help
seriously speaking .
i need . HELP

2009-01-30T21:29:00.002+08:00

should i ...
1st - visual comm @ tp
2nd - nursing @ np
3rn - nursing @ nyp

aiyah . stupid bitch , think think .
yes no ?
yes ?
if yes , i'll be like miss desperado for the course
if no , kiss the course's ass goodbye .

yes . my main point is at visual comm .
i want design .
miss desperado wants design .
if tp gives me a chance .
i'll show them my best effort portfolio .
even by all means no sleep no rest just do the best .
i don't mind .

nafa ..
mummy is unwilling to talk about it .
strongly disagree .
she nearly choked on dinner when she heared 4k
and her eyes was like from o.o to O.O
no joke .

sighs .
tp ? visual comm ?
i want ley .
go for it ?
should i ?

HOW ?!
if its you , what will you do ?

2009-01-30T17:39:00.004+08:00

if only you have a guidebook of your own life .
if only there are signboards showing you the path you should take .
if only you can turn back time .
i'd be less playful and talkative when i was sec 1-3 .

now , i'm in a big mess .
each step i take seems to be further away from what i want .
first , 26 points .
now , NYP electronics and computering communications .
WHAT THE FUCK .

its not even in my choices laa .
engineering .
if i can do engineering , PIGS CAN DANCE SWAN LAKE OKAY .
tp is totally out of my choices .
kiss the school's ass goodbye .
now appeal ...
ngee ann poly : nursing and engineering
nanyang poly : nursing and engineering
republic poly : alot .
ite : all applicable bodoh
nafa : applicable .

nursing ...
ME .
NURSING .
i can't even stand the sight of blood .
and i'm so emotionally unstable .
i think , the patients more worried bout me instead of themselves .
imagine , draw blood .
have to find the blood vessles and then poke .
by the time i draw the blood .
the patient will aldy die . why ?
cause cannot find the blood vessles , poke until die -.-
injection ...
dont say little kids scared .
adults also scared .
i also scared lorh .
and i so blur ...
later too much dosage of morphine for the patient ...
the patient can high for 1 whole year -.-

engineering .
LAUGHS MY ASS OUT .
i don't fix computers .
i hit computers .
i'm such an engineering idiot that
i tried to fix own comp once , with the help of a booklet .
i can't even do it laa .
i'll dismantle it instead of fixing it .
any engineering companies want me ?
dismantling for free (:
SUCK . NO . NO ENGINEERING .

ite ...
not that its not good .
just that .. i dont really wish to .
-not much opinons on this-

NAFA
I WANT
I WANT
I WANT
I WANT .
I WANT DESIGN AND MEDIA COURSE .
i went down and check today .
ITS LIKE OHH-LA-LA PERFECTO .
the only issue ...
MONEY .
1 YEAR 4K .
not including tutorial fees and materials such .
adding up . at least or at most also 6K .
freaking impossible lorh .
so expensive .
household fees , bills , insurance , car insurance , shop rental fee
maid , older sister's school fees , younger sister school fees .
by the time daddy mummy finish paying all those
i no need study aldy .

Q : can work and study maa .
arts take up a lot of time .
short school duration but projects .
if i work after i finish school .
and then go home at night to finish up project .
its really rush .
where the hell do i even find time to sleep .
rushing for the portfolio for interview is aldy tedious .
for this is school .
its gonna be worst .

i dont mind alot the tedious hours ( still mind abit though )
but the fees ,
will cfm be a burden to daddy mummy .
they'll be opening a new shop .
i dont want them to over tire themselves .
it'll be a very selfish decision if i am determined to go NAFA .
daddy supports , he doesn't really mind .
mummy don't .
how ?

republic poly .
got certain reliable information from yijie .
he says its improving . but slowly .
i'm still in midst of deciding rp .

sighs .
what am i supposed to do ?
i cfm not gonna take engineering .
nafa .. i wish to , but expensive .
i'd never expect to be in such a horrible plight .
i want to be a photographer next time .
am i gonna make it ?
i still wanna study and go uni if possible .

what to do ?
where should i go ?
crying doesn't helps .
but i can't stop crying either .
is this my karma for being extremely talkative ?

from the start of this new year .
i've never gotten any good news .
none . kosong . 0 . ji dan .
is this a temporary hard obstacle i have to go through
or am i fated to go the hard way .

i need someone to talk to tonight .
someone who can help me choose what to do next .
i am damn scared the next step i take .
i'll end up regretting it my whole life .
i just need .
someone to be next to me when i cry .
and dont lecture or advise me bout anything .
just let me cry .

where is my pillar ?
i can't stand it anymore .
i'm not strong enough to take the next step forward .
i can't make it through another rocky storm anymore .

2009-01-25T20:42:00.002+08:00

no more crazy swings :p
hmms , kay i have nothing to blog about ._.
srsly nthing .

and i need a jobbbbbbbbbb .
no job no money D:
i need lobang !
if can , for 2 people even better :p
cause linda also .

gahhh .
kay i think after the first few days of chinese new year
there will be more things to blog on ?
kay i'm off to finish watching wu lin da dao :p
the team taiwan long juan feng is way good today :D
esp the small little boy !
zomgg , so cute xD

wells , tatas peepos !

2009-01-24T16:53:00.002+08:00

GAHHHH
my mood is like woosh from one end to another .

whats that ?
YES I AM TALKING BOUT MOODSWINGS .
~.^
feeling happy for a min
angry the next .
tired awhile after that .
bored minutes later .
feeling refreshed again
hmppphs :/
now fustrated .
and the best part is ...
i'm going shopping -.-

i think i'll be feeling very very very sour
if i dont find anything D:

and i've got the sudden crave .
crave to take photos of things .

KAY GTG .
BYES

2009-01-24T00:33:00.002+08:00

went out with junsi , wendy , linda , lucas and kairui .
not gonna eleborate .
just did some shopping
had dinner together and chit chat .
hilarious actions and jokes included .

i am friggin pissed with maplesea now .
OMFG laas .
sucks man , srlsly wonder wtf are the maple technicians doing .
maple works smoothly for starhub users .
so its fine with me when i am at home .
but when i am at my grandma house ,
maple doesn't work AT ALL , why ?
CAUSE ITS SINGNET .
tried to loggin for more than 10times
keep dc . and i can't even see my own bl , guild , pet and chat
WHAT IN THE WORLD IS THIS ?
buy cash , 2x all that to play a game
and this is the kind of service provided ?
continous lag going on for who the hell knows how long .
now this problem for singnet users .

GAHH .
and my phone is dying on me -.-
i feel like i'm living in stone age .
suckkkkk .
AND I NEED NEW CLOTHES .
mummy , you owe me one :B

kay done with ranting
i'm gonna spam loggin .
and one day . HOPEFULLY
some better technicians can take over
and PROVIDE US A BETTER GAME SERVICE .
GAHHHHS DDDDDDDDD:

2009-01-21T21:13:00.002+08:00

kay i am home xP
hmms .
where shall i start ....
ah , met juzhong first at safra .
waited for jordan to come .

chit chat and reminiscence when we were pri 6 xP
from the quiet ones to the tall ones
fat ones to the smell ones and boggie ones *ahems*
all the funny funny things .
including ytd chat on the phone with ju zhong
everything from the past is really LOL .
at least we still rmber old times xD

waited freaking hell long for our turn to play .
waited roughly bout 1 or 2 hrs .
LONG LORH
DAMN FREAKING LONG .
and when we played ,
i was like ______________ ( fill in yourself ) blur and noob xDD
i last time i played was with ahjie in like october last year .
LOL .
played till around 8plus
then go home .

hms , okay !
thats all for today .
toodles :DD

2009-01-21T16:00:00.001+08:00

just a quick short post .
if not i'm gonna be extremely late :X
meeting up with ju zhong and jordan later :D
go safra poooool :p

damm long never see them aldy
OGHEY . MORE UPDATES LATER
TODDLES PEEPOS !

2009-01-21T00:13:00.002+08:00

thanks ah assholes
thanks for making my day today .

fucking noobshits .
one big adult going crazy just because over a little beetch .
thanks ah daddy .
thanks alot .
i stand w/e you nag or scold me about
but what i CANNOT stand is
SCOLDING ME OVER THE PHONE JUST BECAUSE OF WHO ?!
WHO ?!
THE FUCKING SMALL ONE .
scold me just because of her .

and another puney idiot .
going crazy for almost half the month .
screaming at me whenever you are fustrated or angry at others .
eh , i'm not a punching bag you tard .
you can say that i treated you like one before
but do note
I STOPPED ALDY OKAY .
and now you are doing what i've done before ?
what karma ah ?
c'mon laa .
slap yourself and dunk yourself into a bucket of watse chemical okay .
can't stand it man .
your whole life revolves around you and your boyf .
HELLOS ? I'M YOUR SISTER ?
SAYA NEEDS YOUR ATTENTION AT TIMES TOO OKAY .

just because of your laptop ,
and i just merely passed comments that its responding v slowly
you can get pissed at me ?
you've been giving me attitude , scolding me
screaming at me on the phone for past few days fyi .
and what did i do ?
scream back at you ?
NO I DID NOT OKAY .
if it was in the past i would have .
BUT I DIDN'T .
i just kept quiet and told you that you were being mean during the later part of the day .
AND WHAT DID YOU SAY ?
you just brushed it off .
' aiyah ' 'w/e' ' maybe its ang '
EHH . ANG NOT A VALID REASON OKAY .
always use it as an excuse .

I DON'T SEE YOU SCREAMING AT YOUF BOYF
I DON'T SEE YOU GIVING OTHERS ATTITUDE .
I SEE YOU GOING CRAZY IN FRONT OF ME .
enough laa kays .
you used to be so supportive
understanding and the i-am-always-there kind of sister .
what issit now ?
where the heck is my original sister .
who are you ?
what have you done to her ?

and if you don't know .
i miss MY sister .
alot .

2009-01-20T14:41:00.002+08:00

saya .
is .
very .
BORED .

GAAAHHH .
VERY VERY BORING LAAS .
i'm starting to get bored of maple .
why ?
cause i'm stuck at my lvl :X
lazy to train and pok to leech .

tv ...
nothing to watch ..

sleep ...
later at night no need sleep aldy ...

go out ...
lazy ...

zomg laa .
thank god tml going out with linda and leong bing
if not i'm gonna bored till i die ._.
kays .
thats all for updates for now .

ohh !
visit THE HEART AFFAIR
new updates of clothes and items (:
all at very reasonable price !

2009-01-19T20:13:00.003+08:00

heyhey .
today's interview was quite a success i can say .

i had a freaking hard time trying to wake up today .
morning met celeste to take thumbdrive containing pictures .
also took my testimonial from school .
then stayed in school to wait for linda to come .
met junsi and wendy at the canteen awhile .
SAYA MISS THEM SIOL !

chiong the rest of my portfolio while waiting .
god damn tired , srsly .
linda came and accompanied me .
went down to tp around 11plus .
registered , waited and interviewed .

saya love her loads man .
she very supportive x)
woke up with me early for consecutive past few days .
ran around singapore till her leg got blister .
pose here and there under the sun .
and even waited for me to finish my interview then go off with me .
aint she supportive ? :D
heng got her around , if not idk what to do :X

now , i'll just be waiting for the results to be out .
and i'm still feeling tired and sickish .
even though i slept from 3pm to 8pm .
not pig okay .
is TIRED .
try sleeping at 2 or 3am and then waking up at insane inhuman hours like 7am
for consecutive 3 - 4 days .
say tired anot ?
tired .

kay . thats all for today !

irrelevant sidenote //:
this week seems like camping week .
serene lovey and avrel going off to camp .
my phone is gonna be lonely without avrel DDD:
and online is gonna be boring without serene lovey D:

its a big hypocritical world out there .
scheming ideas and dirty methods to make it big .
how horrible can this get ?
and oh honey ,
i know what you did to me .

2009-01-18T21:19:00.003+08:00

hey yaw :D
its been a real tiring day .
very very tiring .
went around many places to take photos .
first to the railway tracks , then to this playground near gan eng seng sec ,
bugis , haji lane , arab street and finally airport .
GOD , BUGIS IS EXCEPTIONALLY CROWDED !

took alot of photos .
i'll post them up after my interview .

big thanks to celeste for the cam cam and today .
and ,
many thanks and love to linda .
she ran around everywhere with me .
also she got blister too ;X
hee :B thanks linda !
and she is gonna wake up early to go interview with me

okay ! thats all for updates today .
needa do complete my portfolio :X
toodles peepos !
and really , many thanks to linda and celeste (:

2009-01-18T02:35:00.003+08:00

YES YES !
YES YES YES YES YES !

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SAYA GOT SHORTLISTED FOR INTERVIEW !

ZOMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
YES YES YES YES YES !
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
ITS EVEN BETTER THAN STRIKING TOTO / 4D !

YAYNESS !
WOOOTS !
I AM LIKE SPEECHLESS AND I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING
-but cannot laas . ppl sleeping-

YES ! ZOMGGGGG
i was bout to fall asleep infront of the com .
and i suddenly noticed i've got a mail .
i thought it would be smthing like from popular or w/e advert .
i was soooo hoping it will be from tp !
but i was thinking
' who the hell will inform you results at this point of time ?!'
and when i opened it ..

ZHOOO MAAHH FXUKING GWAAADDDD
ITS IS FROM TP
AND YAY
I-N-T-E-R-V-I-E-W !

I'M SO HAPPY !
and tired too .

kays i'm off to sleep !
need the energy for tml !
snappy snap snap !

2009-01-18T01:03:00.004+08:00

i'm recovering from being emo ..
well , still intimidated slightly but , i've just gotta try .
thanks to those who encouraged me to not give up and try .

especially celeste , linda , junsi , pearlyn , avrel and ahjie .
zomg , thanks alot .
saya loves you guys :D

to __________ who tried to make me feel damn lousy .
hell with you , ya idiot .
i don't need a way good or real most updated programme to do good designs
if i have the skill ,
i can equally make good designs using not very updated programmes .
what lies in a good design is not only the programme
but the skills of the desginer , you toot .

tml will be a long tiring day .
well plus the fun and experience .
hopefully i'll get something out of the effort put in .
toodles peepos !

i've learnt that ..
its not that i can't do it .
its not that i'm not talented .
its just that i'm always lacking the confident to do what others can also do .
everyone has their own style and creativity ,
if you don't try , you'll never realise your very own style .
art is a word , but full of different thinking , concepts , ideas and creativity .
to succeed , not only skills and talent .
but confidence .
that is what i'm always lacking and
i've got to learn to built my confidence , to succeed .

don't be suprised ,
i can think at times
even though i'm always blur and behaving like a kid
^^V

2009-01-17T17:58:00.002+08:00

just read / browsed through this girl's livejournal .
her photography skills were like ..
wow , blow you away .
so young and talented .

and i'm just an ammature compared ._.
can't help it but feel intimidated siah .
why is the art industry so competitive ):
-sighs- .
i feel like giving up in trying to prepare my portfolio :/

an ammature trying to compete for a space
with talanted young professionals ..
what a big joke :/
god , jonelle is in a dilemma ):

2009-01-17T15:39:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIAN LOKE AND BRANDON (BRABRA) :D

-yawns- D:
i'm feeling waaay tired .
woke up very early to meet linda today x)
7.30 WAKE UP ALDY OGHEY .
siao siao xD

met her at inter ,
we went to ljs for breakfast xP
its like omg cannot finish siol .
not we waste food , is they give too much :p
then went down to tp !
linda was supposed to do her JPSAE interview .
but end up we skipped the interview .
she didn't feel like doing anymore .
so slacked around tp .
met ahjie and she brought us around tp .
saya wanna go DESIGN SCHOOL D:

and i FINALLY . received SMS FROM JPSAE :D
have to submit info to them .
after submitting info then they'll inform if you are being shortlisted anot -.-
saya happy like siao for nothing lorhh .
fine laas , hopefully i'm gonna be enlisted .
will be informed latest by tml 4pm bout shortlisting :X

andddddd
i'm gonna do up my portfolio by monday
which is ..
tonight and tml need to put in all my effort D:
i can sense TIREDNESS ._.
and if i don't get shortlisted .
saya is so going to appeal .
if appeal doesn't work ....
saya is ...................................................................

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going to try and sign up for private art schools ( i think )
-.-
imma die hard fan for art .
and i'm damn willing to put dedicate my time to it
despite the long long long tiring hours .
saya want art course ):
pray that i get shortlisted DDDDDDDDDD:

linda , daniel and celeste is gonna be my models .
teehee :B
and i finally have something in mind .
running around + snapping pictures + editing + drawing

its gonna take quite awhile ....

{/edit}
i just found out that ...
i've stupidly deleted some of my random art pieces done using photoshop -.-
and some went MISSING .
and few of my drawings is missing too DDDDDD:
fuck _l_
i'm gonna cry TT

2009-01-16T17:52:00.002+08:00

i feel so friggin pissed at the comp
IT KEEPS SHUTTING DOWN SUDDENLY FOR NO REASON
AND KEEP CANNOT DETECT RAM .

AKU WANNA SCREW THE COM ALDY ! D:

if you are thinking that the ram thing got smthing to do with me ..
IT HAS NOT D:
unable to detect ram due to hard knocks .
I NEVER ~~RAM / WACK / HIT / INJURED~~ THE COM OGHEY !

all my files are inside DDDDDDDDDDDD:
if i'm gonna lose anything .
the com is gonna die .
i'll dismantle it , burn it and throw the ashes into the sea !

nah . i'm just jokin -.-
only got 1 com siah . ahjie got lappy she still nbm
how can i bear to treat the com likedat when its my one and only .
and my one and only failed me TT

and my ang is killing me .
wtf . RARRRR

2009-01-16T14:46:00.002+08:00

heyo :D
just submitted JPSAE form .
hopefully it can help me to get in to the first 2 courses i want :X
thanks to celeste for reminding me to apply for JPSAE .
but now have to find my work pieces and do portfolio .

portfolio ... -winces-
DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:
have to include design art pieces and photography .
and miss celeste ho
is gonna go around singapore with me to take peektures ;p
yayness !
she'll be my model too . teehee :B
and it'll be work cum camwhore xD

kkay ! thats all for today's bloggin .
for now (:

2009-01-15T23:46:00.003+08:00

yeooshhies :D
work was pretty alright today .
minus the fact that i cut my fingers twice :X
nothing much to blog bout actually ..

and yes i changed skin again :p
this is much more plain than the previous one
but still nice :B
kays ... i've totally nthing to blog bout today .

so , end here !
toodles peepos (:

2009-01-14T13:37:00.004+08:00

morning(:
talked to cheryl and daryl ytd night
thanks alot , i felt way better x)
and daryl ! you better cry 3 days later okay :X
you promised that if i cry you'll cry 3 days later after i cried :p

hmms ,
not much to say for today .
cause i just woke up :X
can't meet linda and junsi today DDDDDDD:
nbms . i shall be a good girl and stay at home -.-
oghey updates later !
toodles !

and i miss my beany !
MISS PEARLYN CHUA PEI XUAN !
WHEN ARE YOU GONNA MEET AKU AGAIN !
SAYA MISS YOU ALOT OGHEY !
the last time i met her was on 31 dec D:
-sniffsniff-
i love her favourite line
' aku luv luv you ' hahas !

2009-01-13T23:44:00.002+08:00

i'm not in a very good mood :/ again .
okay not sad .. but just v fustrated and confused :/
okay i'll summarise today .
met up with linda .
i felt way good better after meeting her
went to mac . ate our lunch and looked at courses .
met junsi later .
went tm arranged appointment for her haircut at storm
then accompanied her to mos burger .
she ate her dinner/lunch and we see our courses again .
then went home first .
waited for doris and finally done with choosing .
kay end of the day -.-

LINDAAAAAAAAA ! I WANNA MEET UP WITH YOU SOON .
WHERE IS MY PERSONAL LOVE GURU ? -POINTS AT CHERYL-
I NEED HELP D:

2009-01-13T14:23:00.002+08:00

change of plans !
gonna meet junsi and linda later .
thank god if not i would have died at home :/
and meeting doris at night to help me and linda with the courses .
kays ! time to go pom pom :X
if not i'll be the latest again :p
byes peepos [:

2009-01-13T12:03:00.002+08:00

heyo :/
supposedly to meet up with girlfs today .
but change to tml .
hopefully i can get to meet doris today .
i'm not in a very cheery mood .
impossible to not feel sian when the slip is right in front of me -.-
tp ...
so many ppl are aiming for it .
i'm starting to worry .
i desperately want design :/
but with my tarded results .. i'm at a huge disadvantage D:
hais , there goes my dream . again :/

i feel like going somewhere to cry with someone
cry until i fall asleep .

things ain't going very well this year .
and its only the starting of the year ,
how to cope with upcoming hurdles ? someone save me :/

biggest worry for now .

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which school will wanna take me in ? :/

2009-01-12T23:58:00.002+08:00

results ..
not very good .
improvement alot compared to prelims and usual exams
but i'm way disappointed with myself .
i was shaking with fear while waiting for the results .
and cried like a fcuking beetch when i got it .
26points .
slap me lah dey .

26 leh ..
i really wonder where the hell am i gonna go .
though i passed all my core subs .
the cut off points are like so freaking low .
i really wonder if they will accept me laas .
regret uhs .
regret not studying well for the first 3 years .
only last year when everyone has a strong foundation
i was only starting to built mine .

but the only miracle for the results is poa and science .
like holy mama !
poa - d7 !
its always F9 straight siah .
and worst part is ..
the day before poa paper , mel thought me dota instead of poa -.-
and on the day of the paper .
i studied wrong parts x.x
mr lim liang hee shudd be proud ;P

next is science .
another WAAA . MAMA FLY BODOH .
all F9 for 4 years :X
this time C6 :D
not v good laa . but v suprised aldy :X

kays . fine enough bout subjects :X
i wanna thank people x)

LINDA :D - thanks for lending me your ears the whole afternoon x) and your hand to grab all
the way to school till hall when i was freaking out . and thanks for the hugs when i
cried real badly . luv chuz girlf :D

JUNSI :D - thanks for worrying for us xD and also ytd night ! she sacrificed her sleep to acc me
and linda till very late x) and thanks for the hugs when i cried . luv chuz too girlf !

WENDY :D - DAAA JIEEEE ! she another one who worried for us and was there to hug me
when i cry like siao x) she never left my side when i was crying . luv chuz many
many !

PEARLYN x3 - thanks beany x) you have finally said the most thoughtful words i've ever
heard from you like after i known you for 8 years . LOL . i love you to the max

AHJIE AND DORIS - thank you to both of you ! if both of you didn't meet me after i get my
results . i think i would have cried my eyeballs out at home x) muchloves!

andand not forgetting daryl , he wanted to chiong down to my school cause i was hysterically crying :X samuel ahboy :D thanks uhs ! i'm fine aldy x) avrel thanks my boy ! plus yankai brotha :D and jonny :D matthew :D and and celeste :D cheryl :D jocelyn :D jiayong ! thanks alot (:

kays ! hope i didn't left anyone out :X
OGHEY . i'm feeling alot better now .
cry enough aldy :p

meeting girlfs tml again :D
jumps jumps :D
BYES PEEPS [;

2009-01-10T23:41:00.004+08:00

today is NOT a good day :/
why ?
cause i went to work and it sucks ._.
lets just say ..
my mummy don't know where to laugh or cry that i'm helping her :X
and ... i thought i'm gonna die today ._.
physical sense . yes .
sumpah no joke ._.
my asthma relapsed suddenly .
twice ._.
once was when i was trying to go home alone .
gasping desperately for air , feeling nauseated and faint
i thought i was gonna pass out anytime on the bus / road .
was slightly better after doris tend to me when i reached home .
second time relapse was on the way to grandma house .
ahjie was with me .
the chest hurt like siaooooo DD:
and i was hysterically trying to breathe like no tml -.-
and crying so did not help :/

i thought i was gonna die today laas .
-.-
i must be going insane .
last asthma attack was when i was p6 .
and now suddenly likedat :/
like ... what if i die ? :/
i sumpah i very scared i might die of asthma ._.

suck ._.

/edit
I AM BORED .
JONNY IDIOT MAKANING NEVER REPLY .
AVREL WENT TO SLEEP AND PS ME .
MAPLE ALL CHIONGING .
WALAOS . I AM FEELING BORED AND FAINT ._.

and this is just the starting of 2009 .... ):

2009-01-08T00:03:00.005+08:00

12JAN .
FINALLY SOMEONE GAVE US THE CORRECT DATE -.-
-ignore the previous post date-
one of the teachers gave us that date .
i shall not name the teacher -.-
screw you , give us wrong date , make me nearly hyperventilate and die -.-
i gan chiong like siao doe nothing . LOL ;/

met up with junsi , wendy and linda :D
I MISS THEM LAAS !
and i enjoyed every time spent with them xD
and today'shot topic is KARMA .
damm funny .
not forgetting ' eh bedok green deh ! you ren yao ni hao ma '
LMAO SIOLS .
i love my girls ! -winkswinks-
after meeting the girls went to find ahjie and mummy
ahjie got her new lappy ! ;O

and i suddenly miss school laas !
i miss getting chased out of chinese class with leongbing ;X
-not forgetting our endless statement forms- ;X
i miss waking up later and getting pink form ;X
i miss camwhoring in school toilets and class ;X
i miss having recess and lunch break chit chats with my girlfs !
i miss skipping early classes with junsi -includes statement form-
-WE WERE ZUN ZUN 9AM OKAY ! but still kena ;X-
i miss helping jiayong skip class ! xD
-but he regrets now , he good boy okay ! xD-
I FREAKING MISS DRAWING HANDBOOK !
AND PASTING POST ITS ALL AROUND !
and i really miss writing and writing ):
I REALLY MISS SCHOOL AT TIMES KAY ! NO JOKE !

and 12jan ! O:
just now msn-ed with jiayong x)
he promised he'll let me scream my stress out before getting results .
haha ! zhen gou you yi qi xD
i'll be going ' JIAAAYONGGG ZE ME BAN ! ' xD
that time during Os everyday scream at him :p
i'm so scared laas !
12jan .
omg , i hope i can really get good grades !
i studied way hard !
pia until i wanna die you know !
kays . i shall go everywhere bai bai on 11jan
;p
kays . BYES PEEPOS !

' i've got many hearts but i gave them all to you(: ily laaas x3'
you are one adorable guy x)

2009-01-05T11:28:00.003+08:00

morning :/
today is 5th aldy .
4 more days to 9th .

9th

9th

9th

9th

9th

9th

9th

9th

9th

OMGGG OMGGG OMGGG OMGGG OMGG OMGGG TT
OOOOOOOH MMAAAAAHHH GGGAAWDDDDD LAAAAA !

i am ...
very tensed ._.

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-tensed- -tensed- -tensed- -tensed- tensed- -tensed-
-tensed- -tensed- -tensed- -tensed- -tensed- -tensed-

crazy -.- fine .
typing makes me relieve stress .
no joke , i typed it out .
NOT COPY AND PASTE OGHEY .

kay fine ,
i'll go one corner and go crazy .
or i'll try and make those talking to me now go crazy .
GAAAAS .

BYEEES .

2009-01-04T20:28:00.002+08:00

kays an update !
but not much eleboration laas .
31dec was fun :D
with dearest beanny , ah jie , sok teng and shirlee .
and the fireworks were BRILLIANT .
watched the fireworks in a room at pan pacific hotel .
SHHHHIOOOK !
will post up pictures when i have time to x)

AND .
OMGG .
Os RESULTS ARE LIKE GONNA BE OUT ON FRIDAY O;
9JAN .
I AM SOOO FREAKING SCARED TT
ahjie is gonna go school with me to take results .
and on 8jan .
i'm gonna run around singapore ..
for ???
for ??!!
pray at all churches , temples and mosque .
LOL .
kays . i am just joking -.-
but i'm really scared ._.

I HAVE A PHOBIA !
no joke , i might even need a counseller D:

kays . i'm off to release some stress ._.
TOODLES PEEPOS D:

2008-12-31T20:13:00.002+08:00

OGHEYYYY !
BEANY IS HERE AT MY HOUSE ;P
-WINKSWINKS-
for a short while only x)
going out to countdown later :X
WOOTS 2009 :DDD

kay will do more updates when i'm back (;
i'm updating cause beany ask me to xDD
KAY
TOODLES ! :D

2008-12-26T13:20:00.003+08:00

woots might be meeting girlfs later :D
i soooo cannot wait :D
met up with junsi , linda and wendy few days ago .
oh i so miss them lahh :DDD
hmms , i don't have much to update .
so yeahh . just some random typing ;p

ohhs , a warning :X
ppl who don't like techno please off your speakers :X
cause i'm currently into techno
-thanks to the influence of pearlyn and ahjie :X-
trance and cute remix is like way nice :D
still cannot really tahan cosmixx
even junsi also say some is nice oghey ! xD
andd . techno is not ahlian .
its a form of music .

OGHEY . i shall stop hereeee !
TODDLES PEEPOS ! ♥

/{edit}
might be going studio wu to learn dance with ahjie next year :D
WOOTS . I MISS DANCE .
but the course is like EXPENSIVE .
$450 per course .
hiphop / mtv dance (?)
OHHH - MAHH - GAWWDD .
i can't wait . hopefully we can manage to take up the course
-winkswinks-
-jumpsjumps-
♥DANCE :D

2008-12-20T23:14:00.005+08:00

just watched mama mia :X

i know i am slow -.-

not my fault , theres was Os and job to handle ._.

the show's brilliant .

i so can watch it again and again .

tml is the boys' match @ hougang .

and i just knew it today ._.

i feel so bad bout it lah

sorry that i'm not gonna turn up :/

got my cousin's birthday tml .

wells , jiayous and all the best :D

do us proud aye !

andd , goodbye long hair :/

hellos shoulder length hairrrrr ._.

took out my extensions .

comments ? T.T

kays thats all for today ! toddles peepos

after reading bout those happy post of outings

i suddenly felt ..

left out :/

especially when zhong smsed me and ask bout tml

i was totally clueless .

i wasn't there when the clique collect their Nlevel results

wasn't able to share the happiness you guys experienced .

now , again i am unable to support you guys tml morning .

more of a disappointment in myself actually :/

ppl can tag that ' its okay ' or ' cheerup'

but , just can't change the emotional fact .

and yes ,

i missed you guys and girls like nuts ._.

2008-12-19T00:51:00.002+08:00

firstly .
grats to the whole clique !
all can be promoted to sec 5 !
sorry for not being able to turn up :X
my sissy's birthday .
so .. yeh . celebrated for her of course .
FINALLY GET TO MEET DEAREST BEANNY TODAY !
i love her to bits x)

okay next ..
i won't be eleborating the celebration .
but just abit about twilight .
EDWARD CULLEN IS AWESOME , HAWT , SEXY !
HE IS ALL THAT !
but not the actor lah :X
I DON'T THINK ANY ACTOR IS HAWT ENOUGH TO ACT AS EDWARD CULLEN !
CAUSE EDWARD IS TOO PERFECT LAHHHHH !
-FAINTS-
omg . way too hawt :OOO
and bella is definitely the only girl that fits edward cullen .
srsly . *shoots at those girls who always self proclaim edward is theirs*
-ppl you can skip this part if you think i am saying you-
-you are not obliged to read it-
like some girls go like
' edward is mine !' or
' i killed bella , now he is mine ' or
' he is my new boyf '
like ....
if edward is yours and you think that you are his new girlf .
why didn't stephenie meyers include you ? -LMAO-
in short .
edward cullen and bella swan are too perfect for each other -winkswinks-
they shudd receive the best couple award , aye ? :D

kays . finally i am gonna quit my darn job
sucks sh!t .
straight As sh!t .
any job intro ? :X
but i guess i'll start work after festive season .
so i can enjoy abit . LMAO

okay i guess thats all for today !
time for me to sleep ! :D
nighty nights people !

2008-12-10T11:31:00.002+08:00

HEY ~
someone : something is wrong !
someone 2 : yahh ! she is blogging ! OOOO:
someone 3 : duhh . she is bored and maple is under server check
me : so smart ! but .. no prize for you ! -walks away grinning-

lmaos :X
oghey . 3 someone and me is of course me .
-talking nonsense-
ALL THE MOSQUITOS FAULT !
bite until i *&&%$#@!!##
anyways . few more hrs (-.-) till check in to new hotel .
lmao . hrs ......
2 days 1 night at berjaya times square -jumps around-
then genting ! -cold wind- LOL
shopping . and shopping
and shopping
and shopping and ..... -goes on and on-
cannot wait lah !
F21 HAS UP TO 70% SALE
70%
S-E-V-E-N-T-Y !!!!
and of course ..
missy can't resist temptation .
bought a grey plain hoodie . WOOO !
more shopping and theme park later ...
but for now ...
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STONE . LOL
MAPLE LAH !
CHECK CHECK CHECK ._.
CHECK MY UNDERWEAR LAH
LMAO .

actually ..
i'm kinda tired =='
chat with cousin till 3plus in the morning .
she is like ..
such a talker !
i think it runs in the family's blood .
LOL !

kays ! off i go !
i miss quite a number of ppl .
i miss BEANY !
i miss AH SI !
i miss LINDAAAA !
i miss WENDDDDDY !
i miss cheryl ! yes i miss her mans . ( LOOK LOOK CHERYL )
i miss the clique !
I MISS MY SISTER ! ( LOOK AH JIE LOOOK ! )

OGHEY
ZAI ZIAN !
BYE BYE !
CIAOS !
TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODLES ! :DD

2008-12-08T16:59:00.002+08:00

HEYOO PEEPOS !
posting in msia :X
my cousin's house . and its only the 3rd day of the trip !
first few days were
shopping , eating , drinking and sleeping :p
and i even tried shisha !
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO:
something really new and unique !
will talk bout it when i post up the peektures :p
aye ,
if only everyday was this relaxing when i'm in sg ._.
work
work
work
and more work .
oghey ! time to maple !
teehee :B
my cousin plays maple too xD
same world smmre !
wooo ~ :BBBB

oh oh !
i miss the clique ! :DDDDDD
and i miss BEANNY !!!! DDDDDDDDDDDDD:
no worries laydehs !
i will confirm guarentee plus chop chop
buy you girls something :DDD
loves !

2008-12-06T02:01:00.013+08:00

OGHEY (c)[beanies only]
time for updates !
its goes wayyyy backkkkk to 24nov .
let the pictures and some words do the talking aye !

24 NOVEMBER

vestige bbq ! fun day with all those people who attended :D

i'm sooo looking forward to the chalet ! :DDDD

25 NOVEMBER
attended relatives' wedding dinner

29 NOVEMBER
went out with ah jie and beany .
mel joined us for kbox . the celebration was GREAT ! thankyou ah jie and beany !
and guess what ....

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WHUDDD ?!!!
I SAT THE SINGAPORE FLYER ! :DDDDDDDDDD
LIKE FINALLY !
WOOO ! MANY LOVES MANXZXZXZ !

she is my love ! :D

the one who always makes my birthday right :D

i know ... very unglam :p

childhood friends :D x333 !

i love them both !

they never fail to make me happy :D

my love since i was 8 years old !

AHJIE ! :D

though we quarrel at times .

but i still love you :D !

BEANNY'S LOVE !

30 NOVEMBER

ah ma bought me 2 small lil cakes !

woo hoo happy birthday to meeee ! :D

and and !

i did like to thank people !

-according to timing-

weihao , ah jie , sihui , alison , shirlee , yi jie , peijuan

yankai , fik , kc , jaslyn , si qi , melvin . guo zhu , linda

mabel , efan , ziq , yingjie , cheryl , naz , yongqing tao

daddy , mummy , celeste , jerina ahyi , zhongting

jason , kairui , qinghui , wen jun , wendy , junsi , firmin

aunty jenny , tian loke , leong bing :D

and and !

thank you zhong , yankai , you feng , weishen

yong ding , junsi and linda

to go all the way to my ah ma house find me ..

for the 2 birthday cakes and ..

not to forget =='

BUA MY FACE WITH CAKE !

-LESSON LEART-

NEVER BUA PPL'S FACE IF YOUR BIRTHDAY IS THE LAST !

LOL !

now they got all their revenge =='

oghey ! thats all !

going msia later !

1 week and 1 day ;D

wooooo ! SHOPPING :D

KEEP THE TAGS COMING IN PEEPOS !

2008-12-02T17:21:00.002+08:00

you don't have to explain .
and you can continue to say i'm stubborn blah blah .
one day , i'll show you
and show everyone .
i can FINALLY be better than you in something .
something we both can do .
i'm sick of being outshine by you .
for 16 years .
sickening fxuking being outshine , compared and w/e .
i do heed your advise .
but , i don't need your harsh words .
one apology enough for that hurtful thing you've said ?
you said other than him , i'm your next dearest kin .
but why issit that you can bear to say hurtful things .
everytime , when i quarrel with you .
but you won't do this to other ppl ?
i'm your sister leh .
i'm alrdy mentally and physically tired from work .
alrdy injured .
now you have to say this to hurt me more emotionally .

since your boyfriend tells you not to bother me , its my future blah blah .
maybe you will listen to him .

afterall ..
i'm a nobody to anyone .
i'm a ugly fxuking useless nobody to you .
i can't even do special things on your birthday not like he can .
maybe you are wasting your time on your useless sister .

i guess ...
i shudd go away someday .
no one likes a nobody like me .

2008-12-02T12:38:00.003+08:00

a post ! specially for the tags !
my birthday celebration was GREAT .
though it was 2 simple celebrations .
but much effort was put in .
thank you ! will elaborate in future post aye .
now for tags only !

chuanjie: wheres ur post of pics ehhhhs
`JINGHUI-x : SOON ! :P

Wanning: hey JH! (: link me at mystyle-yourway.bs.com (:
`JINGHUI-x : aye ! linked !

CELESTE: i meant , relink :)
`JINGHUI-x : aites !

jocelyn:hi(: link me up(:
`JINGHUI-x : okays !

Mabel: Jinghui ! THANKS ALOT ! (: Loves.
Mabel: Happy Sweet Sixteen JINGHUI ! Ps, was tired ytd so didnt
pei you sms. xDDD <3s!
`JINGHUI-x : hahas ! thank you ! and welcome :D x3

YANKAI: JONELLE ehh~~? LOL!! TAG YA ! ;DDD
`JINGHUI-x : LOL ! thanks for tag brotha ! :DD

YUMIKOKOKO : - she has too many tags xD -
`JINGHUI-x : BEANY ! ILY ! <33>

QINGHUI: JINGHUI! tag tag ! hahas =)
QINGHUI: HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! =)
`JINGHUI-x : hahas ! thanks ! :DDD see ya soon aye !

REEVE: hey asshole. (:
REEVE: ass, why extend your hair sia, so weird, must be natural,
like mine (:
`JINGHUI-x : LOL ! at least they look natural lah xD

Irwin: Hey, taggy!
`JINGHUI-x : irwin ! :DDDD thanks for the tag !

JUNSI: HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH HUI !!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D LOVES!!
`JINGHUI-x : WOOO ! thank you ! x333

JERMAINE: Happy birthday! ;D
`JINGHUI-x : thannnkkkk youuuuu ! :D

MINGYI: HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAJIEJIE !
`JINGHUI-x : XIAOMEIMEI ! <33>

ziq: hi jh! link me : http://mi-s-h-u.blogspot.com thanks! ;D nice bloggie btw.
haha
`JINGHUI-x : hahas ! hey ziq ! aites ! linked :D thankyou
!

2008-11-28T16:23:00.002+08:00

update -for pearlyn-
there you go :X
i know i know , i owe many many pictures .
and haven't replied any tags .
CAUSE I'M BUSY .
with what ....
what ?
what ?
what ?!

work lah .
i'll try and do updates real soon .
work is torture .
1st day work . 1 big blister
2nd day work . another huge blister
i swear its really big .
today 3rd day .... ._.
AND I EVEN HAVE TO WORK ON MY BIRTHDAY
holy sh!t :X

28nov 6pm - 1.30am
29nov 7pm - 1.30am
30nov 7pm - 1am

T.T LAHHH !

kays . gtg time to work ! ~
I PROMISE I'LL UPDATE SOOON !

and i'll reply the tags soon too !
keep em' coming aye !

2008-11-19T13:25:00.003+08:00

tensed . tensed . tensed :X
job interview later .
mama , first time job interview :p
cross fingers and i hope i can get it .
still ...

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TENSED . * jumps around the house *

2008-11-18T18:56:00.002+08:00

yes ! i'm finally free * a little *
uncle's wedding is over !
it was G-R-E-A-T :DDDD
will do a post bout it tml
with all the beautiful pictures ( HAHA )
really nice okays ~

anyways .
not gonna post bout chalet :X
cause i'm like way late .
but the chalet was fun (:
though little quarrels but it made everyone realised
all of us were the best mates of the whole secondary life .
the clique and girlfriends are indeed the best part of my school life .
hopefully we'll all stay in contact regardless of what , aye ? (:

and a sad news * for me *
lisa went back to her country for a break !
* lisa's my maid *
DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:
i'll miss her lahhh !
well the whole family will ! she's like the best !
and i'll have to survive 2 weeeeeeekkkksssss w/o her :X
a bit of a torture aye :X
ALSO !
LINDA IS IN THAILANDDDDDD NOWWWWWW !
FASTER COME BACK OKAY ! D:

okays ! thats all for updates :p
can't wait for upcoming job interview on wed this week !
and bbq with vestige peeps on sat this week !
holidays ain't gonna be boring anymore ! :DDD
and still have blogshop to handle .
ohh la la ~

2008-11-16T13:05:00.001+08:00

not gonna do any updates YET .
cause i'm freaking busy recently
due to uncle's wedding .
aye .
kays . will update SOON .
wait for it next week :X

BYE PEEPOS .

2008-11-12T13:54:00.003+08:00

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BORED DAMM FXUKING BORED !

shit lahh .
i'm so going over to pearlyn's chalet later .
at least there got pearlyn and firmin .
maybe i can scoot over to clique's chalet awhile too !
i miss the cliqueeeeeeee lah !

fug , i'm off to read more random blogs .
its interesting yah know .
but its irritating when some type like

' todayy iie went 0vverr tuhh myye darlinqq h0use
zaii q0 andd findd blahh blahh blahh '

fxuk . spoils your eyes .
GAHHH . w/e .
twiting at random times is fine .
but twiting to type a whole friggin chunk of post .
you can just

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GND (:

2008-11-12T11:09:00.002+08:00

morrrrnninnnngggg ~
today ....
MARKS THE START OF HOLIDAYS .
but ....
there is fxuking NOTHING to do ):
suck lahh !
today can't go out , mummy is sick ._.
ayes .
i wonder , after tml what the hell am i gonna do ?!
i'm friggin waiting for today to pass quickly
so that can go chalet tml ! xP
ayes HOLIDAYS .
NOTHING TO DO !
kay , i'm gonna stop ranting here and ...
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find something to do ?

2008-11-09T23:16:00.003+08:00

pictures ( overdue ) xD

and shit .

i feel so short !

both of them like damm tall lah ! :X

random yi xia :

i'm hesitating to do extensions .

HELP ME PEEPOS !

2008-11-08T11:57:00.002+08:00

heyo peepos !
yesterday was { inserts smiley face }
cause finally met the whole clique !
its been 938373652423232 long since i last met them !
kays where shall i start ....
highlight my hair in the afternoon .
then met junsi and linda :DD
went to mp library to slack .
LIBRARY LEHS ! xD * kays fine *
camwhored chit chat and went to bedok inter
to meet wendy , kairui , youfeng and wilson :D
next down to changi airport .
they ate at ya kun and waited for the rest to come .
discussed bout chalet stuff and went off to find aunty jessie at simei .
stayed at simei till 11 plus
and went homey :D
* but in between the stupid bus broke down * gan suay :X
kays ! thats a brief description of everything :D
i miss the clique loads ! :D
wee yoo weets ! chalet is coming SOON !
aye , will post up pictures after junsi edit them !
toodles peepos !

2008-11-07T07:25:00.005+08:00

morning peepos ! :D

yesterday night was many many thumbs up !

justin's family was real nice and friendly .

especially his uncle x)

overall enjoyable .

can't wait till 22nov ! will be meeting up with vestige peeps !

bbq and more fun ~

reached home around 12 plus .

knocked out lahhh .

let the pictures do the talking aye !

he is way adorable !

2008-11-06T16:53:00.002+08:00

kays . my blog song is now kinda noisy ;p
but pink is way hawt !
always hawt , just like fergie x)
1 more paper to go and FREEDOM IS MINE !
going to justin's birthday partehhh later !
that zebra is turning 16 ! :O
wells , toodles !

2008-11-06T09:54:00.002+08:00

the second last paper today ! :OOOO
OH MAHH GAWWWDD xD

missed out outing with the girls yesterday
cause mummy needs help with finding her dinner dress .
and apparently , i'm broke x.x
went to tm to search for it .
didn't go too far as she rushed down from work .
and hell ya , my momma is one picky woman .
search for her clothes with ah jie from 6pm till 8pm !
and finally found one which suits her the best .
my mummy is pretteh :DD
also , finally managed to convince her to dye her hair a new shade of colour .
reddish brown :D
daddy fetched us home around 9 plus .

oh wells , updates till here !
gonna meet linda in school later :DD
toodles peepos !

2008-11-05T10:38:00.003+08:00

i've come to realise ,
after all those screaming and crying .
its never right to post out things
not even for my own reading .
and i've come to realise that ,
i shudd never jump to conclusions .
i shudd never let my emotions control me most of the time .
thats something i've gotta change .
i'm sorry .

2008-11-03T09:44:00.002+08:00

morning peeps ! { inserts yawning face }
today is SS !
which means ....
AFTER THIS PAPER 2 MORE PAPERS TO GO
AND NO MORE ALRDY !
NO MORE BOOKS LAHDEY !

teehee .
can't wait lahhhh !
might be going out with ah jie tonight :X
go shopping for dress ;p
not confirmed but tml is confirmed out !
out with aunt again :DDDDD

and the blogshop is ...
{ inserts crying face }
still no orders yet )))))))))))):
wells , have to jiayous .
i guess we'll lower down the prices for the tees .
some say its quite ex for tees :X
* ex meh ? cheap alrdy ._. *
and i got a really new bag to sell .
plus one korean necklace .
everything new from my aunt =='
that impulsive buyer :X * i feel like i'm slapping myself *

and i went to ~~dye~~ sprayed my hair yesterday night xD
teehee .
which in turn made me in a dilemma to dye or don't dye hair .

well . i'll see how it goes !
SUPPORT THEHEARTAFFAIR PLEASE ! D:
toodles peepos !

2008-11-02T13:35:00.006+08:00

lil updates !

lets see ... yesterday .

went to town with my aunts during early noon .

shopped around at taka .

had lunch at this jap restaurant .

its been bloody long sinced i last shopped :X

around late evening

went to meet ah si , wendy and linda .

chatted outside with them and yankai too :D

then went down to eunos .

next to marine parade :D old hong kong tea house for dinnerrr !

kairui was with us too :D

dinner-ed , chatted and loads of laughs x)

and and !

meet mr foodie !

haha ! i know its disgusting :X

but creative okay xDDD

its worst after wendy and i added more things :X

chatted and went homey around 10 plus .

dead tired ;X

something bout ah si i wanna praise !

someone is changing .

she knows how to reflect and learn to change

* based on the sms she sent around early evening *

well done babe . i knew you can do it :D

and today !

opening of THEHEARTAFFAIR.BS.COM !

blogshop owned by celeste and me !

do support okay !

the price is really reasonable !

its not alot of clothes now .

cause its still Os period .

we'll update more soon ! way soon !

www.theheartaffair.blogspot.com

2008-10-31T16:43:00.002+08:00

YET ANOTHER PAPER OVER !
AND THIS TIME IS POA !
WEEEES ~
burn burn ! xDD
hopefully ... well HOPEFULLY .
i can pass for paper 2 .
paper 1 i know gone case liaos :x

{/edit}
spell J-O-N-E-L-L-E
yeah ! my new name .
but its not gonna be in my IC yet
not sure when :x maybe 21 ?
but its part of my name now :D
thanks mummy ! ily mans .
only we know what it means can already :D
but i know i'll still be widely known as jinghui xD
i love both names :DD
teehee :B

aites ! back to my business !

2008-10-30T21:36:00.002+08:00

back from mel's housey !
must get a pass for brother ! cannot disappoint him :x
studied and dozed off awhile on his bed =='
he and daryl busy dota-ing :x
i tried dota ! LAWL .
yes dota :x
and i suck at it { inserts funny face }
can't blame me aye . for a starter at dota .
and brother is gonna teach me dota after Os .
LOL
from poa to dota xD

wanted to go home around 5plus .
end up . 3 buses of no. 30 was like SARDINES .
GAN PUA PACKED !
no space :x
after 3 lonnnnngggg waiting time .
brother jio me to go for dinner with his parents .
after dinner , drove me to lavender and mrt-ed homey !

thanks loaddds for the dinner and help with poa .
that brother of mine is the best :DDD
though know him for 2 years only .
we regard each other like real siblings .
i love my brother loaddds !
and my sis too :DDDD

kayys . enough mushy mushy stuff ;p
gonna work hard for poa !
C5 - A1 !
sounds impossible , but still give it a try .
even if i fall below the range .
i did be proud to say .
i've done my best and its POA !

till now peepos !
Os gonna end soon . REAL SOON . { inserts grinning face }

2008-10-30T12:19:00.002+08:00

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
M
A
T
H
OVER ALREADY !
BURN YAH BOOKS PEOPLE !
NO NEED ANYMORE ANGLES OF CIRCLE BLAH BLAH
WEEEEES !

hellos . it maths . so i'm mad :B
its finished !
i've been waiting for this after how many years of education ?!
how many ?! how many ?! how many ?!!!!
10 YEARS LEH
10
10
10
10
10
10 FXUKING YEARS TO FINALLY FINISH MATHS . { inserts grinning face }
YAY BABY !

and tml is poa . { inserts unhappy face }
ayes .
I PRAY TO .... IDK WHO LAH !
THAT I'LL PASS POA !
GIMME A C6 !
C6 ENOUGH !
can't expect much kays .
imma U GRADED STUDENT FOR POA :X
or you can say a ....
NH .
NEED HELP ;p

kays . going out now !
off to mel's house to force him to go crazy
cause he is gonna teach me poa :x

AHHH MR LIM LIANG HEE !
I'M GONNA MAKE HISTORY TML !
{ ha ! as if == }

2008-10-29T17:10:00.002+08:00

PHYSICS IS O-V-E-R !
FINISH ! GONE ! MEI YOU LIAOS !
YES AHHHHHH ~

kayy i know there is still mcq .
but THE LONG LONG TORTUROUS SECTIONS ARE OVER BABY !
teehee :B { inserts stupid face }
the paper , suprisingly was still average .
at least more than half of the questions i know .
{ inserts shocked face }
thank god there was no moments :DDDDDD
AMEN LAHH !

tml is emaths paper 2 !
tuition later ~
5 more papers till end of Os .

5

5

5

5

5

5

5

5 MORE PAPERS !

2008-10-29T11:19:00.003+08:00

PHYSICS ....
commencing in few 3 hours time ?(!)
cmi already .
its a no doubt i'll fail for physics .
ayes ):
someone pray for me that it will be easy peasy ~
kays . off to chiong more !

few more weeks till burning fo books ~ T.T
go go go ! T.T

2008-10-28T20:56:00.003+08:00

PHYSICS TML . LESS THAN 24 HRS AWAYYYY ~
history was still alright .
but i'm gonna lose 6 - 8 marks ):

studied with lindaaaaaa today :X
and obviously ...
we both tired until siao ;p
JIAYOUUUU ~
FEW MORE DAYS TILL FREE AND EXTENSIONS !
LAWL !

purpleeeee ~ and black !
i don't wanna dye :x
later hair spoil i kee chia for you to see ;p
purple still must bleach and blah blah .
sure spoil , and i so little hair !
spoil liaos = bald = commit suicide .

ohh ohh random yi xia :x
junsi asked me if she should go to childcare and work as assistant
or back to singtel shop .
and she ask if i was her where i would go .
if its me ...
where ?! where ?! where ?! ~~
of course singtel lahh !
i go childcare , is crazy one siahh .
later i become straits times headlines
' teen childcare assisstant KILLS KIDDIES ! ' :X
can't blame me .
i don't really like taking care of kids .
i only like kids / babies when they are laughing and stoning .
otherwise ... they are like monsters in disguise .
CHILDCARE LEHHH !
childcare = noisy kids = anyhow pee and drool = wipe butt = commit suicide
teehee :B
i'll be god if one day i end up in childcare xD

kayy . enough of kiddies :x
i'll have nightmares xD
PHYSICS ! TIME TO DO SOME CHIONGING ~
GO GO GO ~ GAMBETTE LAHHHHH !

2008-10-28T11:54:00.001+08:00

I LOVE MAHH PEARLYN BEANNEH ! :DDDDDDD
teehees :BB

2008-10-27T18:01:00.003+08:00

kayy ! another post for today .
i'm alone at home and stress from history .
so i'm typing like no one's business .
and i went to spam tag peepo ;p
spam who ??? who ??? who ??!!!
obviously my 4 laydehs lahh ~
xD
plus celeste xDD

i better run the next time i see them :x
arbo laoniang gonna die .
teehee :X

i never knew typing can release stress .
woo , new found stress reliever :x
HAHA
LAWL :x

kay . i think i've officially went crazy
cause i'm really laughing to myself . =='
shen jing bing :x

BYES LAHHHH !

* ohh hitlerrrrrrr ~ ohh stalinnnn ~~~ *
* i'm coming bacccckkk ~~~~~ *
* i'm bringing plastic toys to bang bang youuuuu ~ *

2008-10-27T12:16:00.003+08:00

kayys ~
thanks ah si for the skin and codes
and thanks celeste for editing
thanks both of you ! ;DDDDD

mwahahas .
now i have a perfect skin . { inserts don't jealous face }
xDD
thanks to two perfect blogskin laydehs !
kay .
i'm gonna date my textbook and have lunch with the dead .
hitler and stalin O:
pray they don't kill me over dinner table xD

BYES PEEPOS !

2008-10-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

ELLO EH ! :D
hahaha, Junsi dino came to disturb her blog !
because i just finished her damn complicated blogskin
neverthless. I DID IT ! ^^
Hope jinghui that lovable furball like it alright ! :D

ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR EXAMS IN THE NEXT COMING DAYS ~~
fighhhhhting ! ^^
♥ you !

2008-10-26T12:52:00.001+08:00

afternoon peeps (:
the young , unfazed and SHAMEFUL
god , read the sunday times peeps .
the first page of it .
bout this girl who is spoiled , to the bones man .
its like . even if you are not affected by the recession happening now ,
its not necessary to speak in a haughty manner ,
no offence though .
i think i know why she is in the first page of the papers :x
tou tiao xin wen xD

wells , awfully spoiled i did say :x
gahhs . tuition later :x
updates till here for now !
toddles peepos ! :D

2008-10-26T00:32:00.000+08:00

kayys ! updates ! x)
hmmmxzxzxz
whole day was quite slack today .
but did some poa and maths :x
and had a chit chat session with daddy just nw :D
i love my dad most :DDD
been darn long since we've sat down to chat .
he's busy with business all that D:
xin ku lerh daddy !

i'm gonna work hard for Os
and after Os gonna work to earn some money .
so that daddy won't have to work so hard (:
thank god for a blogshop soon with celeste
and a most likely confirmed job thanks to ah jie ! :DD

can't wait for Os to finish !
1 MORE WEEK !
and i'll be free !
imagine out with girlfs , usual ones and dearest people from vestige :D
and me turning 16 !
with so much things to do and enjoy
who needs a boyf siols
* shoot at someone * { inserts evil gleam }

kayys i guess thats all for updates !
BYES PEEPOS !

2008-10-24T21:22:00.000+08:00

i have done . nothing fucking wrong , to you .
blame it on your fxuking girlfriend for sneering at me .

your boy boy ?
dots lah horh .
your boy boy then keep your fxuking guards on if you think people want him .
and blame it on yourself partially for what has happened now .

i give you the colds ?
blame me meh .
blame yourself .
you got back with your girlfriend 1 day after i broke up with you .
and after your fxuktard girlfriend sneered at me which got me pissed .
you told naz
that you are going to keep a distance away from me
but still your feelings won't fade .
GO FXUK SHIT LAH HORH .

i'm not xiaomeimeis who falls for sweet talks
hugs and whatever fxuking thing .
i'm not someone who falls and stupidly believe you will wait .
wait . wait for my fxuking funeral lah .

i'm disgusted by you . very disgusted . y
ou have patch with your girlfriend and tells another girl you love her .
hypocritic person .

and since you agree with what she said
and thinks it wakes me up .
you can jolly well , break off all contacts
and dump yourslef into a pile of shit .
cause i'm not as pathetic as you both who just need girlfriend and boyfriend .

it woke me up .
sai lah or maybe it did .
it woke me up to see what kind of person you are .
holy shits .

ohh and to add .
thank god that we only stead for 22hrs .
if not . i think i'll regret even more .

2008-10-24T20:20:00.001+08:00

first post !
changed link :x
relink me if you want .
i'll be temporarily using this skin
till dear ah si finished doing one for me (: